{"id":1976,"date":"2018-08-02T15:00:42","date_gmt":"2018-08-02T19:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.syracusewomanmag.com\/?p=1976"},"modified":"2018-08-06T09:52:13","modified_gmt":"2018-08-06T13:52:13","slug":"jessica-bruneau","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.syracusewomanmag.com\/?p=1976","title":{"rendered":"Jessica Bruneau"},"content":{"rendered":"

The Meaning of Teaching\u00a0<\/em><\/h1>\n

By\u00a0Jessica Bruneau | Photography by Alexis Emm<\/a><\/p>\n

Since I was very little, I\u2019d wanted to be a teacher. I played school with my friends, my siblings, my dolls \u2014 with anyone willing to sit at a pretend desk and follow my directions.<\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t know what I would teach until I was in high school and had an English teacher who changed my life. I became a teacher because I had some special teachers who clearly sent me the message that who I was was valuable, that I was capable of hard things, that my voice mattered. It was always my goal to send that same message to my students: \u201cI see you, I love you, you matter.\u201d<\/p>\n

I went to college to become an English teacher. Then, with all the idealism and hope in the world, I started my first teaching job. Until you stand in front of a classroom and try to impart wisdom to 25 children who don\u2019t care who you are yet, you have no idea what teaching really looks like. What begins to become clear is if you can tough it out and stay the course \u2014 if you\u2019re willing to stay late and lose sleep \u2014 there\u2019s this beautiful magic that happens between you and your students.<\/p>\n

I live for the moment when what started as a lesson becomes something they embody, something they own, and \u2014 for even the briefest moment \u2014 they don\u2019t need me anymore. Watching a student get it and then celebrate herself is the whole magic of teaching.<\/p>\n

What breaks my heart is how little room there is left for that magic in many classrooms right now. Those moments are what I lived for, but they were not enough to sustain me.<\/p>\n

As a middle school English teacher, one of my goals was to always hold the space for my students to be themselves. I saw part of my job as being the person who told them, \u201cI love you for exactly who you are, even if you\u2019re a little weird, so don\u2019t change. Do not let middle school ruin you and make you conform.\u201d I sent this message through books, writing and the love I hope I showed every student who walked through my door.<\/p>\n

I walked away from the classroom about three years ago. Sometimes I wrestle with guilt \u2014 the idea that I abandoned kids who need me, that I jumped from a sinking ship instead of going down with it. But, every day, I begin to understand more that I showed my students it\u2019s OK to take risks, to stay true to yourself and not let middle school change you.<\/p>\n

I loved giving everything I had to my students, but when your own cup is empty, what can you give? The traditional school system takes and takes and takes, and rarely gives.<\/p>\n

I sat on a beach in Costa Rica four years ago, wracked with sobs, knowing a change was coming. I didn\u2019t know what would change and didn\u2019t yet realize I was mourning the fact that I would leave the classroom. Through that next year, God dropped new opportunities in my lap and it became clear I had other paths to follow.<\/p>\n

When I left the classroom, I thought I was leaving teaching, which felt like a death of something I had wanted my whole life. I began my own business selling essential oils and completed my 200-hour yoga teacher training.<\/p>\n

I was worried I would lose or miss those magical moments, the ones when a student finally understands and embodies what you have been teaching them. But that experience does not belong only to a classroom. And school-aged students are not the only people in the world who need the message, \u201cI see you, I love you, you matter.\u201d<\/p>\n

My life looks so different now, but, more than ever, I feel like a teacher. More than ever, I get to teach students they are capable of more than they could have ever dreamed. I get to experience that magic moment all the time.<\/p>\n

Four walls, a desk and standardized tests do not a teacher make. I still lose sleep over students I care about. I still pour my time and heart into planning yoga classes and preparing resources for my oily team. I still have goals to meet. I still have to use my alarm clock \u2014 but only sometimes! And every time a student does a headstand for the first time, texts me to tell me how they supported their own wellness with an oil, breathes instead of yells or kicks all the toxins out of their home, I still get to experience the magic.<\/p>\n

The difference is my cup is so full, it\u2019s overflowing. I\u2019m able to give and give and give, and I continue to receive, receive, receive. Yoga tells us everything is the teacher. I count myself lucky to have learned from so many and blessed to sometimes be one of them. SWM <\/em><\/p>\n

Connect with Jessica Bruneau about Young Living essential oils, yoga, tutoring and more at jessicabruneau.weebly.com<\/a>. Connect with Jessica on Instagram @thejesslifeever.<\/em><\/p>\n

Jess teaches at Mindful Yoga. For more information, visit\u00a0mindfulyogastudio.co<\/a>.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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